[ she gets into the pouch, finally, and grips the magebane tightly. usually she likes to mix this with a bit of water, per julius' advice, but there is absolutely not time for that right now. ness screws her face up and takes a deep breath. ]
If I throw up on you, I'm really sorry.
[ and with that, she pops the cork on the magebane and takes a swig.
julius wasn't kidding, the taste is not pleasant, but almost worse is knowing what comes after. ]
[ There’s the distinctive scent in the air as she opens the vial, sharp and astringent, and Strange knows his potions besides: it’s magebane. Magebane, the same as what Tav’s dosing himself with in an attempt to hold his unfortunate condition at bay. ]
Don’t worry, I’ve experienced worse, [ he says, still nonchalant. He’s a doctor. Sometimes patients shit themselves. But more to the point, as he watches her: ]
You’re not going to be possessed by a murderous spirit, by chance? Just checking.
[ the poison settles, heavy and thick, in her stomach, and ness gags, just a little, nose wrinkled and eyes scrunched close in distaste— ]
What? [ she says, less because she really needs the repetition and more because she's struggling to process all the stimuli she's experiencing at once. the magebane is disgusting and thick and heavy, but the squirming stops with one final wriggle somewhere around her elbow. she breathes, and realizes she knows what stephen said. ] Oh, no, I...
[ a sigh, and she corks the magebane again and slips it back into the pouch at her belt. she doesn't avoid stephen's eyes, because that looks suspicious, but she's not particularly enthusiastic about meeting them. ]
I shouldn't have magic. I didn't, before I arrived in Thedas—I could summon lights, but that was all, nothing useful. Here, I... It comes upon me suddenly, and is destructive. That's all. Nothing murderous.
[ Part of her attention keeps drifting in quick fleeting glimpses to her elbow, and Strange glances down, but there’s nothing there as far as he can tell. Nothing out of the ordinary; the magebane has done its job, whatever the job was. Instead, he meets Ennaris’ trepidatious eye, his own expression steady and level.
It comes upon me suddenly, and is destructive. Why are there so many rifters like this— ]
What sort of ‘coming upon you’?
[ It pings some distant concern, a recollection, a faint unease in his gut. This, too, familiar. Wanda wrestling with new unmanageable powers outside of her control— He needs to ask. ]
[ it's an entirely fair question, and it deserves an answer... but ness doesn't have to like giving it. she pouts a little, taps her nails against the desk, huffs... and takes a deep breath. ]
There are these... tendrils. Like tentacles, but they don't have suckers or anything. They come out of my anchor and try to batter at everything around me within reach. It doesn't last very long, but you can imagine, if there's anything precious around, it's a problem.
[ she shrugs a little, and looks at stephen out of the corner of her eye, trying to gauge his response. ]
[ She’s tiptoeing over eggshells waiting to see what the man’s reaction will be, but what comes out is perhaps decidedly unexpected and unfazed: ]
Oh, is that all? Tentacles?
[ Not dismissive, but at ease; Strange’s shoulders loosen as he leans back in his chair again, body language relaxing. He had tensed up a little without even realising it. ]
I used to have a few spells which would summon… well, yeah, tendrils. Beasts. Serpents. The Vipers of Valtorr spawning out of my arms and multiplying as they’re cut down.
If this particular development is new to you and you’re unaccustomed to its use, you should practice. [ An offer, off-hand: ] We could practice.
[ well that's certainly not the reaction ness was expecting. there's a part of her that considers being angry about it, and her brow furrows in anticipation of the annoyance that she thinks she should feel, but isn't it better for him not to consider it a problem? she purses her lips, considers...
and lets herself smile, instead. ]
Well, it sounds much less dire when you say it. Nothing multiplies, so I suppose I have that going for me.
[ practice. does she want to practice? ness actually thinks about it, chewing her lip a little, scrunching her nose. ]
I don't think I'm ready for that, [ she admits. ] I have so much to learn still about Thedas, a whole life to start building from scratch... I don't think I can dedicate myself properly to any of my pursuits if I spread myself too thin.
[ it's not a lie, is the thing, not even close. she really does believe that it's better for her to get acquainted with thedas first, if she has a choice in the two. it helps, also, that magic is scary and weird and she'd rather pretend she can avoid it for as long as possible. ]
When I'm ready, though, if the offer is still good, I can come to you? If that'd be alright?
[ At first, he almost pushes. This is a man who has pushed at every obstacle placed in front of him, who had very much pushed himself far too hard when he was first learning magic, and nine times out of ten would bite off more than he can actually chew,
but faced with a little more restraint, he tips a shoulder into a half-shrug. It’s no skin off his back if Ennaris doesn’t want to jumpstart some lessons just yet; it’s less work for him, in fact. ]
Of course. At your leisure, [ Strange says warmly. She’ll come around if-when she needs to. ] I don’t have Enchanter in my title, but my door’s open regardless.
[ that he doesn't push means ness will actually seek him out eventually. her smile brightens, and she nods. ]
I appreciate that, Doctor, sincerely. As soon as I have my feet under me, you'll find me at your door.
[ and with that, she pulls her books closer again, ready to get back to studying history and geopolitics and privately railing against the various propaganda machines of thedas. ]
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[ breathlessly, ] Yes, just fine, I just need—ah!
[ she gets into the pouch, finally, and grips the magebane tightly. usually she likes to mix this with a bit of water, per julius' advice, but there is absolutely not time for that right now. ness screws her face up and takes a deep breath. ]
If I throw up on you, I'm really sorry.
[ and with that, she pops the cork on the magebane and takes a swig.
julius wasn't kidding, the taste is not pleasant, but almost worse is knowing what comes after. ]
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Don’t worry, I’ve experienced worse, [ he says, still nonchalant. He’s a doctor. Sometimes patients shit themselves. But more to the point, as he watches her: ]
You’re not going to be possessed by a murderous spirit, by chance? Just checking.
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[ the poison settles, heavy and thick, in her stomach, and ness gags, just a little, nose wrinkled and eyes scrunched close in distaste— ]
What? [ she says, less because she really needs the repetition and more because she's struggling to process all the stimuli she's experiencing at once. the magebane is disgusting and thick and heavy, but the squirming stops with one final wriggle somewhere around her elbow. she breathes, and realizes she knows what stephen said. ] Oh, no, I...
[ a sigh, and she corks the magebane again and slips it back into the pouch at her belt. she doesn't avoid stephen's eyes, because that looks suspicious, but she's not particularly enthusiastic about meeting them. ]
I shouldn't have magic. I didn't, before I arrived in Thedas—I could summon lights, but that was all, nothing useful. Here, I... It comes upon me suddenly, and is destructive. That's all. Nothing murderous.
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It comes upon me suddenly, and is destructive. Why are there so many rifters like this— ]
What sort of ‘coming upon you’?
[ It pings some distant concern, a recollection, a faint unease in his gut. This, too, familiar. Wanda wrestling with new unmanageable powers outside of her control— He needs to ask. ]
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[ it's an entirely fair question, and it deserves an answer... but ness doesn't have to like giving it. she pouts a little, taps her nails against the desk, huffs... and takes a deep breath. ]
There are these... tendrils. Like tentacles, but they don't have suckers or anything. They come out of my anchor and try to batter at everything around me within reach. It doesn't last very long, but you can imagine, if there's anything precious around, it's a problem.
[ she shrugs a little, and looks at stephen out of the corner of her eye, trying to gauge his response. ]
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Oh, is that all? Tentacles?
[ Not dismissive, but at ease; Strange’s shoulders loosen as he leans back in his chair again, body language relaxing. He had tensed up a little without even realising it. ]
I used to have a few spells which would summon… well, yeah, tendrils. Beasts. Serpents. The Vipers of Valtorr spawning out of my arms and multiplying as they’re cut down.
If this particular development is new to you and you’re unaccustomed to its use, you should practice. [ An offer, off-hand: ] We could practice.
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[ well that's certainly not the reaction ness was expecting. there's a part of her that considers being angry about it, and her brow furrows in anticipation of the annoyance that she thinks she should feel, but isn't it better for him not to consider it a problem? she purses her lips, considers...
and lets herself smile, instead. ]
Well, it sounds much less dire when you say it. Nothing multiplies, so I suppose I have that going for me.
[ practice. does she want to practice? ness actually thinks about it, chewing her lip a little, scrunching her nose. ]
I don't think I'm ready for that, [ she admits. ] I have so much to learn still about Thedas, a whole life to start building from scratch... I don't think I can dedicate myself properly to any of my pursuits if I spread myself too thin.
[ it's not a lie, is the thing, not even close. she really does believe that it's better for her to get acquainted with thedas first, if she has a choice in the two. it helps, also, that magic is scary and weird and she'd rather pretend she can avoid it for as long as possible. ]
When I'm ready, though, if the offer is still good, I can come to you? If that'd be alright?
potential wrap or yrs to wrap?
but faced with a little more restraint, he tips a shoulder into a half-shrug. It’s no skin off his back if Ennaris doesn’t want to jumpstart some lessons just yet; it’s less work for him, in fact. ]
Of course. At your leisure, [ Strange says warmly. She’ll come around if-when she needs to. ] I don’t have Enchanter in my title, but my door’s open regardless.
🎀!
[ that he doesn't push means ness will actually seek him out eventually. her smile brightens, and she nods. ]
I appreciate that, Doctor, sincerely. As soon as I have my feet under me, you'll find me at your door.
[ and with that, she pulls her books closer again, ready to get back to studying history and geopolitics and privately railing against the various propaganda machines of thedas. ]